The World

This is something i feel around me. And i also want to say that what difficulties i face in life are too little when compared to all the stories i hear from around. I am a person who cannot stand injustice. I cannot encourage unfair means about anything. The flaw is that people don't want to accept their mistake. They spend a lot of time justifying themselves for nothing even when they know they are wrong. What others expect from you? People around me expects me to be sweet,just say yes for whatever they say... In the end they want to be fake: happiness. They are not ready to accept what they are. I am person who is straight forward,let out words that are true, at least to myself.I want to share an incident that happened to me.
I live in hostel.And my college is my second school. My roll call is at 6pm.Everyone were busy in the campus for carpedium.I had to stay back in hostel for some reason.I had come twice to look for warden to give my roll call but all in vain. Eventually, I had forgotten about it.I was called after 10 to give my roll call.The typical warden looked down to question me about my late attendance. I justified myself. And i also suggested her to take roll call by 5pm. I don't find wrong in extending my suggestion. She turned away. I was marked absent on two consecutive days for this.I don't find myself at fault. On top of this i had given my apology letter just for the sake of hurting her feelings.
I have no clue where i am living and where i will head in this hell!!

Best RAIN at sastra!!

This eve as i write this blog the RAIN is more tempting. Romantic climate. "Any moment everything can change..." Yes when i was in canteen this eve a noticeable change occurred. The clouds became heavy. HEAVY RAIN...DUSHHHH.... WHATA MOMENT...Pouring its water to stop all the spectator to look at its magnificent beauty. I din't want to be a spectator. I walked in the beauty to reach my hostel. I want to do a little dance but it just flashed for a moment that i am in sastra dude... Whata moment to relish in the middle of best moments in life.....Want to understand more step into sastra babe...

At 2.10 PM

No words to say what happened today. The day started normally as any other day. woke up late. Was late for my class. I don't have to describe an ordinary day. And this ordinary day was short. I mean in my college. I was back to my room soon after the college. I laid myself on my mighty bed and was relaxing. All of a sudden my bed started to vibrate. I thought its just my blood pressure which is coming down. Then my legs started to wobble. I was thrown out. I quickly texted my friend in the 3rd floor about my experience. She quickly ran into my room and was too excited. She even felt the same. And finally it was a real Earthquake. I dint believe it myself for a sec. And my mobile beeped. Flashing news: Indonesia is hit with an earthquake of 9.1 Richter scale. !!!

Lost! Lost! Lost!

Has anyone saw my brain? Yes today i was literally searching for my brain. I had my Technical Analysis Lab model practicals. I was lost and blanked out. Can anyone titrate 0.1N with 0.5N? I did that today. My teacher was so generous to make me do the experiment with the manual. On top of it i have used the reagents wrong. Its tough time for him to evaluate my paper. Now i feel i am not worth doing engineering. Is there anyway to quit from this depth? I am very much depressed with my performance. There is only one mistake that i have done to my life. Joining this university has ruined my life, my confidence, my joy, etc. I have taken up a challenge beyond my thinking limit. Both the five credit subject has left me in dark. I have no scope to solve this dark riddle. Marks are just born babies with a loud cry. I want my parents to condemn me. I am putting up with others only because of my parents belief on me,because of my parents expectation. I have taken my subject seriously but i have gone down in my life. I am not worth doing it now. No one can console me except for the god himself. Please pray.

I, India and Pakistan

The most favorite topic for anyone to discuss is about India and Pakistan. And I am no different. Let me take a different view on this topic. Every Indian would admit that India stands for good and Pakistan stands for evil. And every Pakistani will say aloud "Pakistan zindabad".
     Let me take you to thousands of years back. Everyone knows about the Devas and the Asuras and the story behind them. Without a doubt, Devas were good and Asuras were evil. Yes everyone will accept this. But when we take a closer look at the deeds of Devas and Asuras, one may accept the thinking of Asuras and one may not. From this, it is clear that Devas and Asuras did not stand for good and bad but they were different. So there was a clash.
    Now on a general explanation, take an example of a classroom. There maybe several difference of opinion over the same issue. For instance,choice of  a leader for the class. Everyone need not go for the same person. And electing one from the whole lot does not mean others are evil.
   This is the Law of universe. India stands for the Masculine and Pakistan stands for the Feminine. A difference of opinion between dissimilar ways of life gets portrayed as a fight between the good and the evil. The world cannot be classified as good and bad. Its upto the individual to see the good in every bad and bad in every good. In other words one has to enhance his thinking and open oneself to all the sufferings of life. It is more important for a person to get prepared to face the so called the evil.A coin always has two sides, the world always have two extremes.
   
   

What happened in last few days?

I am now at college, worth mentioning, studying in SASTRA university. I was under books last week. Its very common here to study only before the day of exam. And thats what happened last mid-sem also. This time is so special because i was driven to study by one of my friend. Its very unusual. I have never done such a group study in my life. Each time she came over to me, taught me appropriately and i feel so satisfied about my exams. Scores are of course secondary. I dont know whether i kept her engaged each time when she approached. I always wanted her to feel that the time we spend together should prove some use for her. I hope this continues. I thank her for motivating me to study. All credits to her.These memories will not vanish in course of time. The person whom i have mentioned will surely understand when she reads this piece of my inner self.